"...it looks like a fist, wrapped in blood!"

Larry: "Have you ever seen a human heart?? It looks like a fist, wrapped in blood!"

I'm sorry. Please forgive me. Thank you. I love you.

This past Sunday I visited my friend Ziggy who is suffering from cancer and just underwent his most recent round of chemo/radiation. Right now Zig is partially paralyzed, at least temporarily if not permanently, due to a tumor on his spine. I sat next to him a while massaging his hand and talking to him a while and hoping he knows how much he's loved. When I got there with Justin there was a woman (who I later learned was a hired practitioner of reiki) leading Ziggy's twenty-something visitors in a group prayer. We were all instructed to put our hands on his body and focus on sending good energy and chant "I'm sorry, please forgive me, thank you, I love you." This shit was too much.

I'm quitting smoking. It's cliche I know, and it's only been three days so far but my last one was Sat (08/29/09) morning, and I don't ever want to smoke again. I love you Zig, so so much.

Video: Positive K - "I Got A Man"

Positive K - I Got A Man

so when your man don't treatcha like he used to, i kick in like a turbo booster
you want lovin - you don't have to ask when, your man's a headache and i'll be the aspirin

(project in the works inspired solely by the super tite visual effects in this vid)

moving to PIXELHORSE.

i'm officially moving this thing over to PIXELHORSE for good, which is an even awesomer music blog with another awesome gal. follow us there!

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i recently became a surgeon.

a surgeon of love. <3

i'm in heaven.

beachheaddddjammms (mix)

This is what happens when I get sick and have to take a day off of work...

beachheaddddjammms.zip

1. What Would I Want Sky - Animal Collective
2. Mickey Mouse - Wavves
3. Vacation - Beach Fossils
4. Summer > Epilogue - Alex Bleeker and the Freaks*
5. Walkabout - Atlas Sound & Panda Bear
6. Horse Steppin' - Sun Araw
7. Dominos - The Big Pink
8. We Own The Sky - M83

*Special super psyched city for Bleekditty's track and the upcoming record with the fffreaksss.

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